L.O.A.T.H.E.S.O.M.E

Loving someone is not the matter of using you intelligent mouth to say.
Once, I remember very clearly this is not the first time and I once told you before
Attitude, you know you are wrong and apologies once after another but did you ever change?
Time, 2 months plus and I have sick of it.
How nice urh?
Everything you say right now seem like EXCUSES to me.
Somehow, somewhat, I don’t feel you treat me as your girlfriend
Or, just making me to show off your friends you had a girlfriend.
Moreover, what I have said never has never gone into your brain.
Even you said you know but the truth is YOU DIDN’T KNOW AT ALL!

Have I ever told you I hate sweet-talk?
Have I ever told you to READ my message carefully?
Have I ever told you I don’t like you to be agitated?
Have I ever told you I don’t like being force?
HAVE I EVER TOLD YOU?

If you answer is yes.
Have you ever done it all?!

You hate I stick with Marilyn, but please don’t forget she is my friend!
You and your clique criticized my friends in front of me; I had never said anything yet.
But did you think of my feelings when you join in the criticizing group?
Why can’t you put yourselves inside of my shoes?
Will you be happy if I criticized your bro(s) in front of you?
I actually don’t mind, but don’t over do it!
You were not feeling well… (How many times you have used this reason?)Does it mean, when you are not feeling well,
Your message can be so agitated?
Do you know it is hurtful?
LOATHESOME too?
Does it mean when you are not feeling well,
you can anyhow vent your anger?
Please!
My name is Shirley Toh not Chu Qi Tong!

Love is not proving by keep saying it, posting in your blog, fb or even msn.
Is the way you treat your love one, believing on her, trusting on her, thinking on her.
It is not SHOWING OTHERS!
All the things you do,
more like showing to others than proving to me.

Trusting,
you never trust me.
You always doubts on me, just because my past?
I’m sure you will deny it,
But the way you talk and sms to me proves it.
'Really ma?’ ‘Don’t bluff me’ ‘Don’t hide to me’ ‘Tell me leh’
ENOUGH!
我的忍耐是有限度的！