i am totally lost, dont know what should i say.
my heart is super heavy right now.
i just can't louder up my voice, i just don't know i can find who for counsel.
i love him very much.
i tot he love me as much as how i love him
but
today i found out, actually it is all a lie~
this lie really breaks my heart to thousand, million pieces.
make my heart stop pumping and i can;t breath at all.
WHY?!?
why he want to lie to me?
why he want to hurt my heart?
why he is a two timer?
why im the one find out?
why is her?
WHY?!?!?! can you tell me why?
i never know heart really can be that painful, that numb.
he was caught red handed by me.
and he told me she was his cousin!
but, they call each other dear and dar, holding hand happily walking to the busstop.
he think i am blind? i cant see?
i dun know why he wan to brk my heart
and i love him soo much.
i dun hav the guts to say "lets break" to him
mayb love really is blind
what i wanna to say is

HAPPY APRIL FOOL :D...
[for those who believed]
hahaha.. this was my idea to trick you guys in my blog,
the story ideal was from yunting:D

ok.. back to my normal blog~
find out this few days my post was getting shorter and shorter.
ok... i try to blog more ok?
as usual, i woke up at 6 den get prepare
meet yunting and go school.
today got eat sandwiches :D
eng- had our letter writing test
pe- 2.4km nafa run, i dunno my timing but i know i still pass :D
recess- went to buy drink, went back to class and go toilet to change.
POA- yunting and me the special ones, we are much more faster den the class?
MT-zhulaoshi bo come :D obviously the whole class super happy la :D
joseph come in and relief, sun bian ask him POA question.
BIO- boring~~~~~~
Math- i pay 90% of my attention to mrs leong and the whiteboard
cause mrs leong was going thru those question will out from the test :D
---after school---
poor yunting went home alone D:
beatrice and me went to chongpang as her contact lens spoil.
she bought "moonlight"
quite nice :D and she said super comfortable :D
then she accompany me go mac donald
i bought my lunch and she headed off to her bf house.
hope she wouldnt get food poisoning...
i on the way chat on the phone m=with my mum till i reach home.
ok lor~
my post very long le hor!
:D